| "everyone has a little bit of a kid in them.."
its okay to act like a kid sometimes, or enjoy memories about being a kid, but reality is, it cant last forever. some people just need to grow up and be mature. some people need to realize that the whole world doesn't revolve around them. i know i act immature a lot, but i know when i need to be mature and be serious.
in response to my last entry, i know that i will never forget her, i know i will always keep a special place in my heart for her, but i cant be living my life in the past. i need to move on and be happier. right now..im not completely happy, but i'm smiling and satisfied..if that counts for anything =).
dear october,
thank you for a good month. please let november be just as good. lol thanks. |
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| well, i havent really wrote on this in a long long time, but i thought to myself that i need to organize my thoughts and think to myself about my life. i havent really been that smart lately. i been making wrong decissions, but hopefully my final outcome well end up alright
so i keep tellin myself i hate this girl. i dont wanna talk to her no more and i cant stand her. deep down, im lying to myself...i really like her. shit, im in love with her. but i made some wrong choices to draw her away from me. everyone says i dont need her and i need to forget about her. truth is, i cant forget about her...i've known this girl for almost five years...this girl has been basically the other part of me. she knows me like no one else. i swear im stronger than this..i swear i am. but why cant i cope? this has really been gettin on my nerves and it sucks...i quench my fists trying to control myself from all this drama...
be strong kid. things in life dont come easy. take a deep breath.
i dont need her. shes not the answer. |
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